Opening Meditation
Before I begin, I invite you to pause.
Take a breath.
Close your eyes for a moment and listen — not to the noise around you, but to the quiet pulse within you. Somewhere in that stillness is a longing, ancient and persistent, that no worldly achievement can satisfy. This is where my story begins.
Why Spirituality?
For years, the question circled my mind like a silent prayer: Is spirituality an escape from the world, or is it the only true doorway into it?
If I am, at my core, a spiritual being, why would I choose to be bound in a human form, surrounded by desires that fade as soon as they are fulfilled? Is it the karma of past lives pulling me here, or am I busy weaving new karma for lifetimes yet to come?
And if the endless wheel of birth and death is turning beneath my feet, then surely there must be a way to step off it. But who, I wondered, could give me the push to break free?
The Divine Encounter
The answer came not as a philosophy, nor as a book, but as a person — if one can call him merely a person.
Krsna Guruji.
A name that contains multitudes.
Is he a man?
An enlightened master?
God walking among us?
Or somehow, all of these in one?
Like most people, I never searched for God when my wishes were granted. Only when they began to slip away did I cry out. And in that moment, I saw clearly: material desires may bring comfort, but they rarely bring closeness to the Divine.
When Everything Was Not Enough
Guruji found me at my lowest point.
On the surface, my life was perfect:
• A good education
• Professional success
• A gem of a wife
• A blessed child
Yet beneath the surface, a hollow ache had taken root. Life, with its strange mercy, brought me to my knees so I might see the truth: without grace, you can hold the whole world in your hands and still feel emptiness.
The Cry and the Answer
In desperation, my soul sent out a call it didn’t know how to shape into words. And divinity answered — in the form of Krsna Guruji.
He did not simply teach.
He transformed.
He became my master, my guide, my anchor. The hand that steadied me when I staggered. The voice that called me inward when the world pulled me outward. The mirror in which I first caught a glimpse of my true self.
The Path Forward
I cannot say whether I found Guruji or he found me. Perhaps grace always finds you when your heart is finally ready.
I owe him not only my gratitude, but my life as it is today — no longer built on the fragile scaffolding of ego and desire, but on the unshakable foundation of devotion.
Was spirituality an escape for me?
No. It was the homecoming I had unknowingly yearned for.
And Guruji — my Krsna — was the doorway.
Closing Meditation
If you have read this far, perhaps there is a part of you — however small — that also longs for something beyond the surface of life. Do not ignore it.
Sit with it.
Let it guide you.
And when the time is right, may grace find you too… perhaps wearing the form of a master, just as Krsna Guruji found me.
If these reflections have stirred something within you, I invite you to explore Krsna Guruji’s wisdom more deeply. His words are not just teachings — they are living guidance for the heart and soul. You can watch his spiritual discourses, meditations, and insights on my YouTube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/@ChangeMyWayOfLife.
